I realize that I’m still an amateur; a boy being naive by trying to write English stories. Strange really to know that I write smoothly in Indonesian language, while the struggle in writing in English is the same as that as climbing Mount Everest. I’m not exaggerating here; I’m just being plain true.
It’s not the incompetence in English that troubles me; it’s the decision on whether to focus on English or Indonesian stories. On one hand, I’ll be able to practice my English, so I can be fluent both speaking and writing in English. But on the other hand, I could write millions of Indonesian stories (exaggerating here), becoming famous eventually.
I really don’t know. I feel like crying…
man, u’r words keep on getting better and better evryday. Looks like u’r capable enough for writing a quite long stories in English. Your reflection shows it.
Thank you, it really means much to me…